so well, i’m starting to
Wednesday, June 30th, 2004so well, i’m starting to put things together again, though the future looks so blurry. many options, none of them under my control for the moment. i am absolutely not complaining at all.
the present, on the other side, is delightful, i find it. (technically the past, but mind the conundrum). i am enjoying myself fully, and i start to attribute so to the fact of not being attached to anything. and i mean not having physical or psichological bounds to anything, not being pulled by any force, picture it as floating on the flow…
the next two weeks are as uncertain as the rest of my life (excluding death, of course). possibilities include madrid, vienna and sardegna. probabilities point towards vienna. after that, i can see some ivrea, milano, barcelona, miami, software, research, teaching, learning, but no siblings at all.
and after that, i just can see myself really far from here were i am right now. period.
c’est la vie.