danny

something came to me while taking a shower, after your messages.

love is a debt. love is a commitment. love is owing, whether you like it or not.

what might change is the reason and outcome of that debt.

love is owing someone else love. love is wanting to give the best. love is a bond that cannot be broken by reality.

if you don’t acknowledge this, you won’t be able to love. passions, emotions, feelings, urges, craves, sex, yes. but not love. love is not bound by those things, but it can grow from them, and on them.

but it is not so far-fetched. after all, it works like that everywhere. you love your work, you’re commited to it. you work long hours, you do your best regardless of feedback. you excel and outcome your finest. and all even without needing to. just by wanting to.

in your life, if you love yourself you won’t feel you owe anything to yourself. you just want yourself to be in the best situation possible, surrounded bu the best environment possible. cause you know you deserve it. period.

so why when it comes to people, the issue gets so tainted? i still don’t know.

but i know one thing after today. loving is not about getting back.

it is about giving in.

This entry was posted on Sunday, October 29th, 2006 at 13:18:48 and is filed under thoughts.