danny

there’s some inner sincerity in these days.

 i guess i wake up so tired i have to look at life right to the eyes. alcohol, after inhibiting all my inner fears and putting me into a social-stable state, it has the effect of making me not take it from anyone. i wake up feeling a train wreck, but there’s a sudden sensation of being completely true that lingers the whole day. i can say things in a quiet tone, not caring much on what will they think of me, mostly because i don’t give a damn peanut myself. thinking is so clear, so precise and steady, everything feels quite right. i don’t feel like talking for talk’s sake, just say what i need to say, and then go back to bed, perhaps.

 weird wonderful train-wreck feeling sincerity-driven days.

This entry was posted on Thursday, December 28th, 2006 at 22:36:26 and is filed under thoughts.