danny

my fear and my angel are one and the same. i might have lost them both, i might have gain them both. my fear and my angel are one and the same.

i walked around my life and my fear softly grabbed my hand. took me for a trip, showing me how rotten, how low, how boring it all was. my fear took me deep into myself and show me all the dark and muddy i have in. my fear took me around my friends and told me they did not care. took me around my family and told me they did not love me anymore. took me around my work and showed me all my errors, all my failures. took me to my loved one and showed me how far she already was, walking farther and farther, giving her back to me. and then i started trembling.

then my angel came and got close to me. kiss me in the forehead. sat with me. laid me down. my angel embraced me softly. and then we both cried silently, form the bottom of our hearts. a cry so silent it felt like a slow cold breath let out, calmly and painfully out.

he’s still here with me, crying. there in the bottomless darknes of my self. he has the face of my fear. he must be my fear. but he cries with me, silently.

i would be lost without him.

This entry was posted on Monday, August 6th, 2007 at 12:45:26 and is filed under thoughts.