danny

my little star, you that can see so deep into me, can you tell me why?

can you tell me why am i like this? why the rage, why the sadness? i that waited for months for your touch, i that cared and longed and smiled and blushed at your presence, i that waited and waited and waited.

i that was gentle to your every secret and eager to hear your every thought. i that feel the earth shiver inside me when your hand touched mine, when your eyes and smile stroke in my presence. i that dream such gentle dreams of you and i.

can you tell me why, on a sudden move, can i break all the glass ceilings that covered my closeness to you, how can i take all that i cherish and treasure and throw it on the drain in one lonely moment?

the air seems not to come to my lungs today. my heart beats in a slower rate, and my legs shake. my hands are tired, my eyes are watery, my chest pressed by what seems the weight of many sorrows. my hair got whiter, my skin got thicker, my soul seems to have gone astray, lost in the woods of my lonely stupidity.

my little star, if you don’t know why and i don’t know why, who can i ask? who can take me out of this misery that i have became, the unfathomable darkness of my inner sorrow?

This entry was posted on Friday, December 7th, 2007 at 11:37:06 and is filed under thoughts.