danny

i’m getting so used to miss you. i see girls and they all remind me of you, for little reasons i cannot understand, that i want not to understand, that i don’t care about anymore.

i remember you because i have to. pictures come to my screen once i stop using it for a while, and your face floats from corner to corner, smiles, dresses, dances and all. i remember you because it ties me to those memories i need to tie myself to, now that i feel drifting away. funny thing is the feeling is not related to what i’m drifting away from, as i already don’t know; my life or the lack of it, or something else. i don’t know anymore.

i’m getting use to miss you, but then i’m getting use to a lot of things and issues lately. it is easier than fighting what is right now. let go, swim down the current. i’m getting used to everything these days, so it does not matter what happens anymore.

i’m getting used to miss everything. soon i won’t miss anything, and my life will, then, be back to me.