Archive for February, 2009

my invisible cities

Tuesday, February 10th, 2009


Marco Polo imagined answering (or Kublai Khan imagined his answer) that the more one was lost in unfamiliar quarters of distant cities, the more one understood the other cities he had crossed to arrive there; and he retraced the stages of his journey, and he came to know the port from which he had set sail, and the familiar places of his youth, and the surroundings of home, and a little square of Venice where he gamboled as a child.

— Italo Calvino, The Invisible Cities


As Calvino’s Marco Polo, when recounting his travels to Kublai Khan, I found myself today in that place where all remembrances come to be a story, or they have to come to be one. As Marco Polo I too have to search my past memories and, after a long journey in lands of unspeakable beauty and rareness and other new sensations, I too come to terms to painting a portrait, or better a map, of what has been seen and lived.

Once back to the land of those who are like me, I sit and reassemble the views and mementoes that conform the land of my travels, that unknown land that my travels have crossed and perused in distant and then close contact. Those places come together in a topography of relations and connections, becoming a path, mountains and valleys, cities and jungles of what my eyes have seen, my ears have heard, my heart has felt.

Just as Marco Polo did, I now need the help of the knowledge of a higher conscience. I too go back to other men’s unfinished, incomplete cartography in search for the routes my story knows as hers. I too go back to the books and theory of others that have been there before, whether in person or in dreams, in levitating dreams of others or themselves, in long lonely or accompanied trips of theirs, in caravans, in excursions and in tours of completely craze and lost.

I am the cartographer of a new land, unknown and familiar only to me, in the midsts of others’ lands, others’ paths, others’ stories and worlds. I am the new one in this orb, the tamer of the unnamed tiger of Borges and the unnamed rose of Coleridge, and like Borges and Coleridge, by drawing it, every inch and every colour and every stripe, I too make it my world and I too hope to find the writing of the god.

To find my unrepeated cartography, my unique world. My story, my life, and my divinity. My own invisible cities.

sad robot

Monday, February 9th, 2009

Il pleut, il pleut,
Je pleure, je pleure,

Il pleut, il pleut,
Je pleure, je pleure,

J’ai peur que je vais roullier ce soir

Il pleut, il pleut,
Je pleure, je pleure,

Il pleut, il pleut,
Je pleure, je pleure,

J’ai peur que mon temps soit expiree,
J’espere que vous viendrez me secher
J’espere que vous pouvez me reperer
J’ai peur que je vais roullier ce soir
Mon coeur,
Changera de l’acier a la poussiere

Translation:
It rains, it rains
I cry, I cry

It rains, it rains
I cry, I cry

I’m afraid that I’m going to rust tonight

It rains, it rains
I cry, I cry

It rains, it rains
I cry, I cry

I’m afraid that my time has expired,
I hope that you will come dry me,
I hope that you can repair me,
I’m afraid that I’m going to rust tonight
My heart,
Will change from steel to dust


— Sad Robot – Stars

about to cry

Friday, February 6th, 2009

for the first time in a long while i feel i’m about to cry, but i just won’t. i just won’t.

enough for now, i guess

Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009

i really like your picture. it seems it is trying to say something. it seems taken from a movie, or better, from an album cover. i’m listening to a song that actually goes pretty well with your picture: come pick me up by ryan adams. i bet you can be the girl of that song.

guess i’m discovering the best thing about this sites is all the weird clumsy pretty stories one can create from a couple of lines written in an un-quotidian pace and those photos saved from the bins of such different past moments, where we casually appear in poses and manners that can be shown to utter strangers, and, perhaps, even impress them.

so i’ll keep this little image of you, and the sardonically enticing picture those direct words paint, and that’ll be enough for now, i guess.