not easy

April 4th, 2010

It is not easy. I love you, I wait for you, I give you your space but it is not easy.

My heart longs for your closeness, my skin mortifies under the length of your lack of touch, my lips die dry afar from your kiss.

I know we’ll be together eventually, but my mind wanders and tortures me, it tells me you’ll give up, you’ll fall for someone else, you’ll forget about me.

And then I’m very sad, scared.

I still have to be faithful, trust life, be a believer. I have to hold on, swallow hard, and wait… Wait… Wait… For you, my love, my life.

My happy future.

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